I am not sure why and how I started to develop this very huge amount of love to Korean Entertainment. I remember those days when the Japanese drama used to be my number one addiction when they started being aired in the local TV. Seriously, I would rather miss the extra classes than to miss an episode. Everybody admit it Great Teacher Onizuka is super damn great!
Thanks the technology, now I can enjoy my great time with Korean Entertainment at any time any where. No more skipping class because we have Youtube and Dailymotion. Name me a show, I am pretty sure I have watch at least an episode of them. The Hallyu wave is damn exhilarating.
Oh, Okay.. back to the topic, blogging for me, was once a history as well. Ever since the big argument in my local blogging society, I found myself lack of interest to be involved with people namely bloggers. This people love to bash people unconditionally. Cut the crap son of a bitch, what is so wrong with you people? Do you even know what is the meaning of RESPECT? Damn I am so angry again, though its an old story, it actually leave hurtful scars deep in my heart.
Why I am back?
Pretty much just to satisfy my craving to start typing again and of course to spoke my heart out anonymously. I used to blog because I love to hear the typing sound from my keyboard. Haha! Damn hilarious reason, but thats the truth. And I used to share everything, I mean like "everything" in my previous blog. I love it when people start commenting because I feel like they are reading my stories, feel like we become a close friend, a genuine family online. But then the ugly truth is, because the real me outside is not always as cheerful as I am in my blog, I begun to have this intense feeling every time people start being judgemental and making a fuss of everything I write in my supposed to be free world. A blog that I once treasured become a place of hatred.
So, though I am back for real, I still have this insecure feeling of people perception. I wish I can say I wouldn't care more, but I can't. I am a normal human being with feelings. I am not trained to ignore my haters. I am that fragile. Yeah, my soft heart can break into pieces just like a glass. And it leave a bitter memories to my mind until the day I die.
Being anonymous?
Well not really that strict. I have done anonymous post in few blogs before. It doesn't give the satisfaction I am looking for. I know no matter how anonymous I become, still I want to be who I am. That is why I prefer to use my shortcut name, Narsha. My real name is much longer and prettier by the way, but nowadays since I love Narsha Unnie so very much, and it sound pretty much synonym so yeah, why not? I can take that. I am Narsha, a kind hearted Narsha with lots of love. And I will stop the details as to that point.
This Blog?
Ermm.. I am thinking of making it a journal of my love to Korean Entertainment Industry and see how far I can go. Haha! The crazy thing is, I am now having this freaking dream to fly to Korea and just stay there for a while, few years maybe? Hahaha. My mum sure won't allow me, but let just see how it goes in the future la. If I really did manage to make that dream came true one day, wise enough I will make Narsha my real name and show you my real face. Haha ^^
So enough talk, thank you for reading me. I hope we can become good friends, whoever you are. Hope you manage to find whatever you are looking for here.
Saranghae!!
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